Saturday, July 30, 2005

whee. the band leaders rock right ! say yes

obstacles family rocks !!

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today we celebrated racial harmony day ! so fun. wore the saree that i bought with saree and i realised about ten people had the same as ours. stupid right, but oh well. wen xin actually used the extra piece of cloth to tie as a tube and she got scolded pretty badly. we went to the hall to continue watching the show. the ending was pretty sad and as usual claire and i cried again. cos the boy died. we are people with lots of emotions.

this morning i wore house tee pe shorts and my slippers to school. and everyone was like staring at me cos its against school rules. apparently after school when we were all going down in our shirt and shorts and slippers, mr tay saw us. he was having a.maths remedial opposite lar. and the rest of them in home shorts. oh hoho. he's so freaky. that look i got damn scared i tell you. we had tonnes of fun in j8 ! gossiping, eating and laughing and making a whole lot of noise. hmmm. so fun today ! so fun so fun so fun.

dhivya was trying to tell us this story and trix kept interrupting, so dhivya knocked trix's head into the wall behind accidentally and there was this loud bop sound. so funny. we laughed for so long because of that. haha

on my way home, i was reading that book "my voice" i cried on the bus lar. its notes and stuff written by singaporean kids about the pain and suffering they are going through in their life. all the worries and stuff. i read this one where the note was written to her father, was so sad.

tomorrow i'm going for the yoga class thing with mummy and sandra and her mum. whee. so fun. afternoon i'm meeting alicia to return her house of wax and also pass her the birthday present which is so nice lar.

shoE ||| 12:58 AM

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Friday, November 12, 2004
this is my new blog !! ta-da


shoE ||| 6:51 PM

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whee. i'm excited / going for NCO camp on tuesday. one can make new friends and two. can do special stuff we don't get to do normally. yay. and i'm going to thailand tomorrow morning. can buy pearl and weili nice birthday presents !! quite sad that i'm not going to the party today. but nvm lar. wonder if many people are going ? or if it'll be fun ?? heehee/

today is a quite fun day. ching hong is not stinkee and silin is funee. lolx so amusing and i'm playee. so lame. i'm bad at conducting.

there are only two types of songs. good songs and bad songs. good songs leave a lasting impression either cos they have a really catchy tune like accidentally in love or because they have really meaningful lyrics like welcome to my life. whee. i like it ! the other kind of songs are the useless ones that get you addicted to it but it doesn't have any meaning. like britney's new songs .. tsk tsk

do people sometimes feel left out ?? sometimes its weird. like everyone else is great friends except you. and they share inside jokes and they seriously don't want to share. maybe trix and i are like that too. but we try to explain stuff to people .. sighs. sometimes life can be so cruel. well who cares . i'm going to thailand to shop and they aren't muah haha.

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Tuesday, November 09, 2004
hoho. i haven't blogged in a very VERY very long time . yupps. i watched TAXI last night cos keane gave me movie premier tickets. its quite good cos its hilarious and all but at the end of the show we couldn't really remember what happened cos it was just dumb.

whoo yippee. i'm going to thailand on saturday !! can go and shop for clothes shoes ! bags !! hahas .

shoE ||| 5:03 PM

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Friday, October 15, 2004
hmmms .. lets see i'm gonna watch mammi mia tonight. gonna buy my new shoes and a new skirt and top. whats to complain about ?? yippee.


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Thursday, October 14, 2004
heh. heh went out with trix the lizard today. this is gonna be my new name for her. bought a new bag. yayness. its so nice. tomorrow i have to go with her to her dental. shall go pluck my eyebrows in some shop there tomorrow. yupp and i'm gonna watch mamma mia with my sister ! can't wait. seriously. and today when we were going home. we met pearl and el and wanling on the bus. guess who they were with ?? . u guessed it. derrick ! and guess who HE was with ?? that scary stalker. lolx. so amusing. hope trix is feeling alright now.

we went to eat coffee club today. quite yummy. i ate some mushrooms and spinach lasagne. don't know if there was supposed to be spinach inside. but it was nice. poor trix sacrificed cos there was only one set left. yay and i drank some peach garden tea thing. at first it tasted very nice when it was quite bland but after awhile it started gettinig thicker and thicker and it started to become bleah.

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Tuesday, October 12, 2004
sighs. i realise that liking someone is no use. especially when that person probably doesn't know you even exist. just wasting my time. wasting every second of my time thinking about you. wasting those sleepless nights, bus rides and just every single dead brain cell. just whats up anyway. guess i'm just a dumb kid trying to have fun. whats the point when that freakin person is gonna like someone else. just no use . no use no use. i'll just go knock my head against something.

people say that u will get whatever you want as long as you pray hard enough and hope enough. well. that theory is quack. things don't work that way. the media is just trying to make us dream of unrealistic things. dream of things that won't happen . dream of miracles and dream of basically .... dreams. whats up with this whole world.

nothing makes sense anymore. physics doesn't make sense anymore. the more i think about it the more jumpy i get. i really don't wanna fail but i practicaly stared at the paper and it stared back at me. gonna mope about at home this whole week.

i'm never thinking about you again. u hurt me . it just hurts that i've been searching for you all this while and when i finally do, i find out the girl of your dreams ...

i guess. stuff like this happens all the time. i'll just move on and find someone better. all the best to you. fuck u

SMASHMOUTH-whole lotta love

it's like i told you before baby

and what more could i say that by now you should know

three little words are thrown around so much

that after awhile they begin to lose their touch

and you think that i'd come up with something better

switch it up like i invented something clever

but i don't know where to begin

so maybe i'll just shut up

cus i got nothing but a whole lotta love

baby love

a whole lotta love

baby love baby love

could you be lovelier

a whole lotta love

baby love baby love

could you be lovelier

for you i'd take off my shoes and my socks baby

and watch you laugh as i walk across burning rocks

but then i couldn't chase you everywhere you go

and its all about the chase everybody knows

i'd like to think that you would never make me do this

but you know i'd do it if i had to prove it

i'd do it again and again

you know i'd dummy up

cos i got nothing but a whole lotta love

could you be lovelier

could i be luckier

so why was i so dumb

maybe we're living on mars

and venus is too far

now i got nothin to lose nothin to lose

could you be lovelier i don't know

but i've seen a lot of things and nothing measures up

they say that beauty goes no deeper than the skin

i know a certain girl they've never seen

and when i see ya i just wanna get near ya

and i just wanna make it crystal clear

it's like i told you before

i got nothin more for you

but a whole lotta love

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yay !! i'm back to blogging again before people start complaining. haven't been online in like a week. i'm not addicted lar. just like to turn on the com. EXAMS are OVER .. O.V.E.R. yes ! they are. believe it or not. i'm kinda sad. cos my mind totally blanked out during the physics paper. think i'll juust fail with single digit marks or something . lolx. ah. i'm not going to school till next monday. need to go start collecting the 42 dollars for the malacca trip.

supposed to go to school in the morning but then my throat so pain and then had a slight fever so i decided to stay home. anyway. was supposed to go town with lijun and anna and claire. but i dunno why li jun suddenly told me at 1240 that the outing was cancelled. how sweet. then wanted to go join trix at her movie marathon but apparently she already left. so blah i'm stuck at home

decided to tan outside my house just now. cos the sun was so bright then i had this sudden urge to . hahas . shall go jogging later. i'm bored !! bored. like uh huh totally. lolx .

i'm so excited . trix and i are going shopping on thursday cos we don't need to go for tuition. yupp. we plan to stay out late. yay. go take neoprints finally. whoo hoo.

yesterday went to eat seoul garden with zi hui and ginnay and manjun. waah we ate like crazy. then laughed like crazy too. ginny's birthday so fun right !! yupp then we took neoprints. the first neoprint i've taken in like dunno how long already. hmmms . i cleared out my cupboard yesterday night too. now its quite empty. can go buy more new clothes. i'm thinking of changing my blog template again . yupps. so fun .

anyway talking about seoul garden. ginny and i wanted to go to the toilet then we followed the wrong sign and i opened the door to the stair case. and there was this guy behind us. luckily he was quite smart hurry up make a u turn and walk the other way. hahas .

everyone is saying i should be more lady like. aren't i lady like enough ?? huh .. i am what . anyway. and i should speak slower too if not no one will understand what i'm saying. hmmms . how do i be more lady like ??? think its so easy ?? naah. take things one step at a time ! yuppers. can't wait till thursday . finally one thursday in which i won't be spending at tuition !! yay.

al the best to those still having their exams !

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Tuesday, September 28, 2004
was gossipping about some people and this person's girlfriend. i feel so evil. and was commenting once again about this stinky person's bag again. its like the third time already . i remember criticising it in my head the first time i saw her carrying it. that sounds very stupid but at least no one can hear me criticising or at least no one even knows i'm thinking stuff in this dumb brain of mind. sounds logical ? nah.

i realised i'm quite dao lar. ok not THAT dao but in a different way i guess. saw jason on the bus today and i didn't say hi which is so not like me cos i always like to acknowledge people's presence. ta da but think he doesn't recognise me too. like dunno how many donkey years never talk to him.

and i also realise that i can be very heck care. today we had bio test but i just couldn't be bothered to study. watched AMERICA'S NEXT TOP MODEL. they are all so pretty !! yupps. esp yoanna. she has that exotic look. so ... NICE. i don't know how to express that look. kinda threw all my vocab things in the bin after that shit crap english exam last week. think chinese will be even worse.

i still feel like slacking. bleahx. but shall go be a mugger for the NEXT FEW DAYS. test results were quite ok guess i could do better but. thats ok

hooked onto this new song now . i mean its not new. but i'm hooked onto it. u get the point. hmmms. taste it by blue. and i like new found glory now. but their cover of the glory of tall is like . err. not that nice.

whoo. peirce people are amusing. yest went to thomson plaza and ate at BK. then i was telling tita about kwy's friend whose girlfriend is high maintenance. eh kwy is a nice way to spell your name . take note ok !! change your name stinky ! yes back to the point he was saying that the girl is very high maintenance and she's not pretty . and that her bf spends lots of money on her. girls shouldn't make the guy pay. cos you never know when one day the guy will turn around and tell u "hey i pay everything for you. you must have sex with me" lolx . i'm being realistic. this kinda of stuff really can happen right.

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