Friday, October 15, 2004
hmmms .. lets see i'm gonna watch mammi mia tonight. gonna buy my new shoes and a new skirt and top. whats to complain about ?? yippee.


shoE ||| 11:12 AM

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Thursday, October 14, 2004
heh. heh went out with trix the lizard today. this is gonna be my new name for her. bought a new bag. yayness. its so nice. tomorrow i have to go with her to her dental. shall go pluck my eyebrows in some shop there tomorrow. yupp and i'm gonna watch mamma mia with my sister ! can't wait. seriously. and today when we were going home. we met pearl and el and wanling on the bus. guess who they were with ?? . u guessed it. derrick ! and guess who HE was with ?? that scary stalker. lolx. so amusing. hope trix is feeling alright now.

we went to eat coffee club today. quite yummy. i ate some mushrooms and spinach lasagne. don't know if there was supposed to be spinach inside. but it was nice. poor trix sacrificed cos there was only one set left. yay and i drank some peach garden tea thing. at first it tasted very nice when it was quite bland but after awhile it started gettinig thicker and thicker and it started to become bleah.

shoE ||| 8:06 PM

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Tuesday, October 12, 2004
sighs. i realise that liking someone is no use. especially when that person probably doesn't know you even exist. just wasting my time. wasting every second of my time thinking about you. wasting those sleepless nights, bus rides and just every single dead brain cell. just whats up anyway. guess i'm just a dumb kid trying to have fun. whats the point when that freakin person is gonna like someone else. just no use . no use no use. i'll just go knock my head against something.

people say that u will get whatever you want as long as you pray hard enough and hope enough. well. that theory is quack. things don't work that way. the media is just trying to make us dream of unrealistic things. dream of things that won't happen . dream of miracles and dream of basically .... dreams. whats up with this whole world.

nothing makes sense anymore. physics doesn't make sense anymore. the more i think about it the more jumpy i get. i really don't wanna fail but i practicaly stared at the paper and it stared back at me. gonna mope about at home this whole week.

i'm never thinking about you again. u hurt me . it just hurts that i've been searching for you all this while and when i finally do, i find out the girl of your dreams ...

i guess. stuff like this happens all the time. i'll just move on and find someone better. all the best to you. fuck u

SMASHMOUTH-whole lotta love

it's like i told you before baby

and what more could i say that by now you should know

three little words are thrown around so much

that after awhile they begin to lose their touch

and you think that i'd come up with something better

switch it up like i invented something clever

but i don't know where to begin

so maybe i'll just shut up

cus i got nothing but a whole lotta love

baby love

a whole lotta love

baby love baby love

could you be lovelier

a whole lotta love

baby love baby love

could you be lovelier

for you i'd take off my shoes and my socks baby

and watch you laugh as i walk across burning rocks

but then i couldn't chase you everywhere you go

and its all about the chase everybody knows

i'd like to think that you would never make me do this

but you know i'd do it if i had to prove it

i'd do it again and again

you know i'd dummy up

cos i got nothing but a whole lotta love

could you be lovelier

could i be luckier

so why was i so dumb

maybe we're living on mars

and venus is too far

now i got nothin to lose nothin to lose

could you be lovelier i don't know

but i've seen a lot of things and nothing measures up

they say that beauty goes no deeper than the skin

i know a certain girl they've never seen

and when i see ya i just wanna get near ya

and i just wanna make it crystal clear

it's like i told you before

i got nothin more for you

but a whole lotta love

shoE ||| 11:33 PM

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yay !! i'm back to blogging again before people start complaining. haven't been online in like a week. i'm not addicted lar. just like to turn on the com. EXAMS are OVER .. O.V.E.R. yes ! they are. believe it or not. i'm kinda sad. cos my mind totally blanked out during the physics paper. think i'll juust fail with single digit marks or something . lolx. ah. i'm not going to school till next monday. need to go start collecting the 42 dollars for the malacca trip.

supposed to go to school in the morning but then my throat so pain and then had a slight fever so i decided to stay home. anyway. was supposed to go town with lijun and anna and claire. but i dunno why li jun suddenly told me at 1240 that the outing was cancelled. how sweet. then wanted to go join trix at her movie marathon but apparently she already left. so blah i'm stuck at home

decided to tan outside my house just now. cos the sun was so bright then i had this sudden urge to . hahas . shall go jogging later. i'm bored !! bored. like uh huh totally. lolx .

i'm so excited . trix and i are going shopping on thursday cos we don't need to go for tuition. yupp. we plan to stay out late. yay. go take neoprints finally. whoo hoo.

yesterday went to eat seoul garden with zi hui and ginnay and manjun. waah we ate like crazy. then laughed like crazy too. ginny's birthday so fun right !! yupp then we took neoprints. the first neoprint i've taken in like dunno how long already. hmmms . i cleared out my cupboard yesterday night too. now its quite empty. can go buy more new clothes. i'm thinking of changing my blog template again . yupps. so fun .

anyway talking about seoul garden. ginny and i wanted to go to the toilet then we followed the wrong sign and i opened the door to the stair case. and there was this guy behind us. luckily he was quite smart hurry up make a u turn and walk the other way. hahas .

everyone is saying i should be more lady like. aren't i lady like enough ?? huh .. i am what . anyway. and i should speak slower too if not no one will understand what i'm saying. hmmms . how do i be more lady like ??? think its so easy ?? naah. take things one step at a time ! yuppers. can't wait till thursday . finally one thursday in which i won't be spending at tuition !! yay.

al the best to those still having their exams !

shoE ||| 3:16 PM

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